Channeling Sessions with June Can

Daily Channeling for Nov 11, 2010

June: We seem to be having an influx of deaths at work this month, within the last 9 days, two people died suddenly.

* And what has this done to you?

June: Made me see that I truly do not regard death as tragic, but as one who remains behind, I experience pain from the shock, separation and grieving.

* You might want to tell those reading the blog who died, as many of them know the people at the Beinecke.

June: Okay, it was Henry the guard on Nov 2nd, and today it was Frank Turner, the head of the Beinecke.

* Can you tell us about them?

June:Why?

*Because we feel you are in shock, and need to relieve you of it.

June: Well, I really liked Frank, Henry was like a father figure who I didn't always get along with or agree with, but the love was there, the bond. Frank was tough at times too, but I got to his heart more than once, and he was a very sweet man inside, quite sensitive.

*What would you like to tell Frank?

June: I don't know, I was called into the office yesterday for writing something about Henry in the New Haven Register blog.

* That was not fun for you we know, and you felt repressed and upset and persecuted.

June: To say the least, I was really angry, I still am.

* Well, this is your own blog, and there is freedom of speech in America, and those who are against channeling will not be coming to read here, and if they do, they cannot constrain you anymore than they can change the fact that you are a channel, whether they like it or not, or are terrified of it or not, or whether they can open their mind to the possibility of people other than Jesus hearing God. So many people today on the planet hear their higher power, you are just very generous with yours...

June: Okay, I would like to say to Frank that I am sorry he had to leave so suddenly. I feel like he was under too much pressure.

*That was his choice, not yours. You cannot change or fix other people.

June: True, I always feel for other people, but actually it could be my own projection of my own feelings onto them.

*True, and good that you see it.

June: I liked Frank, he was very available to people, and he made you feel like he noticed you, and liked you.

*Talk to him, not us.

June: Cannot do that yet, cannot even fathom that he died.

* Try.

June: Only our of respect to you, will I do this. Frank, what happened? Why did you leave us? Are you with Henry? The Beinecke is in shock. People are having a hard time. We loved you. You were a great boss, to work for. I knew you would have been a great head of the Yale University Library. You will be missed professionally and personally. You didn't, couldn't look me in the eye after you saw me sobbing at Henry's funeral; I hope that I had not upset you, or that you felt too vulnerable around me after that. I do not know how to explain your behavior, but I felt that you were avoiding eye contact with me, and it was strange. Normally you would have given me such a nice smile, and said good night like such a gentleman.
You were even happy to meet Michael, I remember, you were happy for me. You thanked me for my letter when I supported you in your difficult task of announcing the cuts in our budget and staffing.You were a human being, you related to people and opened your heart to them. I always wondered why you were stooped over, and if it was uncomfortable for you to walk that way. You had this great hat, this black wide brimmed hat, that you would wear with your khaki raincoat and you would look like Heathcliff to me with it. It was very English, and bit scary at first.

*This man touched you. Like Henry he was a positive experience as a safe man, one who was not abusive and respected you.

June: Yes, definitely.

*We are happy you have had these experiences with these men. It is all in preparation of the tipping of the scales of the subject of men in your heart.

June: Are you pushing on that?
* No, it is all the natural way of things, people change as they open up their hearts, and shed their tears, so long ready to come out.

June: Okay. This has helped me. I feel warmer, and less stressed out.

* We know, we love you.

June: I love you too.